one words is special medicine for broken up "you can pick another flower up".for gays, the

　　condition should be one tree and forest. There is fickle in affection of common fault about searching fresh

　　between man and another, and represented it from born in gay relationship

　　thoroughly,because of no law and moral to forbid, no admitted by society ,and another hand

　　release lusting is very huge.so the forest is Eden of gays. Love knot is become fragmented

　　patch in original intention of life. and then the game life is best choose in gays. he is

　　alone with his pains and no wonner in the colourful love stories.

　　He is a popular inamorato in my friendship,when I sad and pains in relationship of gay, he told me "why don't u hurt always? dude,no true love in gay" by smart without help."just be

　　fun and cool" but I can't do that without my emotion, if just for fun I will be an utterly

　　worthless person.one day, he told me,feel nothing and no interesting, that's a kinda

　　happiness of my way. smiling... the forest is so huge, you will be tired to look for

　　without aim.how many persons who can understand u, love you? game life is apolaustic to

　　play your sence, but the soul will be alone and doleful, that's reason why so many gays go

　　to bar and internet look for fun, but still alone after zipped the pants

　　"freedom is ultimate fantasty by human" said by ZiXun Lee one writer from dialogue of heart CCTV. freedom is most beautiful word from linguistics,and then most impossible word

　　to be true. To be mode live with freedom by acclimating society and developing rules.This

　　is also freedom by Following own action to learn world without developing rules and

　　acclimating attitude. the live is kinda sence of body, existence is sence of spirit, desire

　　is one sence of spirit for gays, true love is real one in happiness, this is not necessary to

　　stay and tell everyone who is happiness or not. just be feel it in heart as love and to be

　　loved.

　　The forest is very huge, different style, different smell, you would like a lot of trees and look for delight with fun, or stay with one in peaceful? "the true love come out with

　　sexual impedient"one my friend signed name from internet,that's very interesting..the Love

　　of gay is snack in lust and tempertation, no patience and broken up with bagatelle. maybe

　　the true love will be coming after homone is reducing.

　　the forest is good view for watch without touching. I'd love to stay and take care of my tree, growing, going through and enjoy the sun together.

　　phoenix for translation

　　个人首次翻译作品：

　　原文如下：

　　安慰失恋的人，有一句经典的话：天涯何处无芳草。放到男人之间这种特殊的感情里，那就是一棵树与一片森林的关系。喜新厌旧似乎是男人的通病，这种与生具来的特质，在同志感情里表现得淋漓尽致。因了没有法律和道德的约束，因了不被主流社会所接纳，而另一方面又存在着巨大的释放空间，所以这片广阔的森林成为很多同志的乐园。初衷的情结，在残酷的现实面前支离破碎，于是，游戏人生成为很多同志的选择。在一场场灿如烟花的爱情里，孤独着他的孤独，痛苦着他的痛苦，没有一个同志是真正的赢家。

　　一位朋友是很优的熊，属于大众情人那种。每当我失落和痛苦的时候，他总是无奈而又智慧地说，同志是没有真感情的，你干吗老是让自己受伤呢？像我这样玩玩多潇洒！但是我无法真的无法做到不去投入感情，如果只是玩乐，我的一生也就只能是行尸走肉。突然有一天，他对我说，现在感觉很没意思，说我对感情一直都那么专一，其实也是一种幸福。我一笑置之。森林太广阔了，如果眼花缭乱地去追逐，怎能不感到累呢？人究其一生，寻找的就是那个真正理解你、爱你的人。游戏人生，放纵的只是感官的快乐，心灵却永远是孤独和寂寞的。这也是很多同志，频繁地见网友，提上裤子却依然感到孤独的原因。

　　央视《心理访谈》的专家李子勋曾经说过，自由是人类的终极幻想，自由是人类构词学中一个最美丽的词，却也是一个最不可能的词。顺应现实社会，服从事物发展规律，并循序渐进、水到渠成般去生活可以获得一种活着的自由。脱离现实，追求独特的思想与感悟，按照自己的美学观念去解读世界，不屈从事物规律或主流文化态度，自行其事的生活可以获得一种存在的自由。活着是一种躯体感觉，而存在是一种精神感觉。对同志来说，渴求的也许就是一种精神感觉，也只有获得真正的爱才会得到幸福。这种爱不见得一定要与爱的人相守，不见得非要告诉全世界他们是幸福的情侣，但内心里一定要有爱，有一个你爱的和爱你的人。

　　森林很广阔，各有各的姿态和味道，你喜欢的树会有很多棵，你是疲于奔命穿梭着寻找激情的快乐，还是守着那一棵享受简单平静的幸福呢？有个网友的签名很有意思，他说当性功能出现障碍的时候，真爱也就来了。在一定程度上来说，这话颇有道理，社会是浮躁的，同志的爱情更是快餐式的，因为欲望和诱惑，缺乏经营的耐心，一不开心就选择分手。也许当情上升到高度的时候，当荷尔蒙分泌减少的时候，才懂得真诚的相爱是多么的重要吧。

　　森林只可以远观，只可以欣赏，但不能动情去触摸的。我喜欢坚守着属于自己的那棵树，为他施肥灌溉，陪着我一起成长，一起经历风雨，一起享受阳光。