I do not know what to do now.I think I will not have a chance to have a ideal work with high salary,I don't know whether my boss know the situation clear,it is clear that some enterprise will requierement if they want the manager work in their company,they will not have requirement if they just need the certificate.I talked to my boss several times,he seems knew this problem,he said he will talk to me face to face but he do not come yet.I told him I will not require much money if I want a chance,he wanted me to condider clear.I think it is helpful to listen to his opinion so I do not try the last step.I know a clear thing which I must take this chance,I think I may wait if necessary,howerer,it will not be a long time.I went to a construction site today,I meet a superviser who was five year smaller than me,I do not envy but I know that I must use my time more well.I do not know why I feel more peaceful now,I always considered my positition for days on end.