u wish me can find my tea..

till now ..

i don't know if i have found my truth tea..

is it fit me? ..

just maybe..

i think now i am trying to fit "my tea"..

however..

i am afraid that i have chosen a wrong way..

if the way is really wrong..

how can i turn back?...

some one told me that he thanks me so much..

and say"100 thank u is not enough.."

till now ..

i don't know why he said these words to me..

so surprised..

in fact..

i think i should say "thank you" to him instead..

sorry..

u take good care of me..

but i could do hardly nothing for you...

some other words i want to say to you..

but..

i missed the perfect time..

so i could only hide them in heart...

i have no cofident about.."love"

these days..

i feel so tired so boring...

anything goes wrong..

i could not control...

no happiness about falling in love..

only disturbing...

how am i now?..