很早以前就看了《燕尾蝶》，比电影要讲述的命运、社会、人性和运用的手法，更吸引我的是女主角的个人魅力。如果chara真的像片中女主角那样是个胸前刺着蝴蝶的妓女，这些歌真的是由这么经历的人来唱的的话，那就太鬼魅了。虽然音乐的成功还是要归功小林武史，虽然很多评论说没有人声的原声音乐更震撼，但我还是着迷于chara的声音。 从大一听了cranberry后，我对迷幻的女声有一种偏好，总之声音的情绪不能太正常。chara的声音是无法模仿的，是一种被宠得把握不住自己的小女生的声音，自顾自的，从不掩盖自己的喜怒哀乐，这种纯真的声音所唱的东西并不是像天堂一样美好的事物，造成了一种现实渗透下的无奈的脆弱和残酷的坚强。 原声碟里面的所有歌，我都很喜欢，日文的听不懂，英文的最著名的是MY WAY，虽然是翻唱，但联想到电影中的固力果，听了很有种伤感。另外一首sunday park,最近才狂有感觉。看看歌词，比较简单，一看就明白意思。其中有几句最欣赏：my way中的：I did it my way. sunday park中的：I'm the kind of girl,who lives only for today，but I think it's o.k. to be myself

因为我们太久没有照顾过自己内心的需要了，忘了自己，to be myself！！

MY WAYAnd now, the end is near;
现在，我的末日将近，
And so I face the final curtain.
面临人生的最后落幕，
My friend, I'll make it clear,
我的朋友，我要说个清楚，
I'll state my case, of which I'm certain.
向你讲述我的人生之路。
I've lived a life that's full.
我活过一个充实的人生，
I've traveled each and every highway;
我经历过每一段路途，
And more, much more I did,
而更重要的是，
I did it my way.
我用自己的方式。
Regrets, I've had a few;
遗憾，也有一些吧，
But then again, too few to mention.
算不上多，不值一提。
I did what I had to do
我做了该做的一切，
And saw it through without exemption.
洞悉世事，不求赦免。
I planned each charted course;
我规划过每一段人生，
Each careful step along the by way,
每一个细微的脚步，
and more, much more than this,
而更重要的是，
I did it my way.
我用自己的方式。
Yes, there were times, I'm sure you knew
是的，你知道有些时候，
When I bit off more than I could chew.
我曾背负不能承受之重，
But through it all, when there was doubt,
但自始至终，就算充满疑惑，
I ate it up and spit it out.
我还是克服困难战胜了它。
I faced it all and I stood tall;
我挺直身躯，勇敢面对，
And did it my way.
用我自己的方式。
I’ve loved, I’ve laughed and cried.
我曾经爱过，笑过，哭过，
I’ve had my fill; my share of losing.
我曾经满足，也曾经失落，
And now, as tears subside,
现在，当泪水慢慢沉淀，
I find it all so amusing.
我发现原来可以一笑置之。
To think I did all that;
想到我所做过的一切，
And may I say - not in a shy way,
我可以说，毫不羞愧地说，
No, oh no not me,
我没有虚度，
I did it my way.
我用自己的方式。
For what is a man, what has he got?
男人究竟是什么，拥有什么？
If not himself, then he has naught.
除了自己，我们一无所有。
To say the things he truly feels;
说出心里最真实的感受，
And not the words of one who kneels.
而不是那些身不由己的话。
The record shows I took the blows -
时间证明，我经受住了磨难，
And did it my way!
用我自己的方式！
Yes, it was my way.
没错，这就是我的方式。 SUNDAY PARKIn the sunday park
Light in the afternoon
I listen to the sound of my dream
Coming through
All the mountains of
Blueberries and greens
fairy tale lullaby
I was down last night
Too much to handle here
I didn't know how to carry on
Still lucky
All the mess in my head,is fading now
Among the crowd on the street
I wish you'd come to my place
You would be smiling so close to me
I wish the day dream never ends
I'm the kind of girl,who lives only for today
but I think it's o.k. to be myself
Especially when you're not around
I need someone to hold
I know how to have fun
I wish you were here by my side
we would be talking something silly
I wish the day dream never ends
when I feel a single beat of my lonely heart
I can sing, I can cry, without knowing why
Yes I tried and I tried to the way to you
somehow life always leads through a maze
everyday everynight you live in my mind
everyday everynight still pleasure and pain
melodies of memories will never stop
you are with me until the end of time
just a day dream in The Sunday Park