HI MEN

did you think about us today?when i was in the flight i was thinking it.why before we have lot of fun but now you was very cold to me?i know you will say its because of curiosity.if i dont have curiosity i will not check your computer and saw those photo,and after that i will not noticed the photo's time is after we were fall in love. she is very beautiful when the first time i saw her photo,and i have been envy .you knew her before me,and you were together almost one year.you were together it must because of love.i know you love her so when i told you dont communicathion with her you can not stop .because i am the third people in your life .i reaved you from her .she is beautiful and she never do something bad for you,and she can give you free .when you want her to come she will come .i can feel something about yours relationship from your heart.you still love her.for me ,i am selfish ,restiveness.i dont want my bf have any disloyal for me .if he want stay with me he must be loyal.i have been try to know you ,so when you do something with her i can feel you has some different.when i heart ached,i will hate her more and i will try to know if its true you do something with her.i dont know what is the point if i know the truth.i just want make sure my intuition .if i know the truth i just want you to stop it ,because i love you .when i decided to divorce,because i think that time we are the one ,you only love me and i also.now i have the pain is larger than divorce.because of that night ,the girl told me after i went to bj ,you always contact with her and she told me you were making love .she told me if you dont get my call for long times its means you were stay with her.she told me some past ,i was very angry ,my body was tremble.the anguish was so great that it turned into madness.i start to check your computer and found many picture .your told me you delete those photo from your computer ,but now you keep them in your email.do you know how was my heart.the blood run out of my heart,like thousands of knife cut off my heart.when i added your first ex-girlfriend QQ,my mind was like a write paper.i told her i am your girlfriend,she say you are luck.but when i ask her did your come back from canada she was laughed.when i knew you tell lie for me for long time ,i had breakdown.i hate you and her to the extreme. how can i believe you.i always hope i can be strong.but when i remembrance our happyness time i could not control myself.envy,hatred were full of my brain.i remembrance i was in beijing.that time i was so suffering.as much as i want you and to be with you.we talk every day ,i did not believe you had time to met her and do that.i try to take care of you ,but she did not do anything however she win your heart that you can not leave her.yesterday you said if we meet you will broken with her and me,why you can not only broken with her?and why you say broken?you said she did not love you and she does your girlfriend,why should broken?where is our happy go out?or you never love me more than she?i dont know that is your hobby or habit.the man should not noly have one woman.after that i send email to your girlfriend ,i decided to tell them you are mine.i did not believe that was make you be anger.i doubt your love.i'm hurt,actually hurt....i have also shed alot of blood and tears,but at the end i got your clod.i became sincerely fond of you but you became cold.curiosity is became envy.is because of you did not pay your all love for me.
what should i do?our life changed because of that woman.did she was fine and smart so you can not give up?i dont want have that kind of life of third people.if you really love me please give me your true love .if you cannot please leave me.have chocolate baby was my dream when i feel i really love you .but she said you want her to get your baby,when you make love you never use condom.you really want strive for it you will never get it.that is the conclusion of the end.
i was salvage our love but you did not want.i am disappointed.maybe this is the God's punishment for me.Yesterday she told me when you old her I went to Beijing she give you a advice to go to beijing to visite me.when she told you should stop with her you keep quite.she said two of us you can not give up.some times I think why you can not give up she because of she is kind and when you feel loney she can come and give you worm.when she know me,she did not angry with me ,however she give you some advice to help you to take off your trouble .she did not like me . She will never tell your friend you are bad or you do something bad.so now maybe I know why.she really better than me

Hi Witch,The problem is not that woman.I will never in my life talk or meet her.She is a devil who is happy of making you sad everyday.The problem I have with you now is about the future.I was not honest for sometime in our life.That thing will always be in your heart.You can never forget it.That is why I think living separately for sometime maybe we can have some trust between us.I SWEAR I WILL NEVER TALK OR MEET THAT WOMAN but the problem is not only that woman.The message you were reading the other day didnt come from her.You even send message in kenya before talking to me.Iam just afraid of the future.If i live with you i will never make friends anywhere.No woman friend.I cant live like a prisoner because of the past.That is the problem.I know its not easy for me to live without you but it seems its the best option for our life.Do you understand me?Frank.

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